heihei

2008-04-12T23:04:00.001+08:00

what do u al want from me... i had to help zl to bring up de team...i said i will but wat u al want.. i had to work hard myself..i had to help others..and all de coaches did is change what i had learn for these months..do u tink i've been slacking these few months...all i want to do is to play my position and wif my team..it seem so hard dat i jus want to give up... enough is enough.. i dunno wat u al want.. i dunno wat i want anymore..jus leave me be..rot die or wat... there's no point hanging on either...now i know wat is stress coz i'm currently under it... i jus noe i v xin ku... why shld i hang on...i know tears might not solve de problems but i just cant help it...

2008-04-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

only till the end then one will realise how much effort he puts in us... it's over we all know but it's ok.. you all learn something after this year after this competition isn't it?just like last time when we finish ours... welcome to G.gals...haha look back just to take a look at the precious memories and times we had together..look ahead for the future that you all hadn't discovered...
to eeling:if you are not even worth of someone concerning bout u.. den u can't blame him that.. nv give up was all i can say to u.. regardless whether who give up on u..if u can't even believe that u can do it.. no one else will... when people say u couldn't show them why u could... buck up.. u still got a long way to go..
to dawn: alot of things had been said too u.. but u didn't believe it at that time..so now when u had believe.. den let that belief to bring u to another level.. we had all grow up... jiayou... not try..is must..
to clar:u always got ur jie here...nv ever give up urself
CHEERS UP GUYS!!!

2008-04-05T18:59:00.002+08:00

heh hmm ytd juniors lost i dun understand why must he kneel to u al when u al are just not even worth lor..it's u al fault that u al lose...all he wanted is merely nat' top 4...u all had good lots... why can't u al just play well...
den today went trning...feel so weak sia hai...but today did my first spin move and went in...dey say nice...but when i do i feel tat i v ugly leh...nvm.. haha hmm damn funny lor dey al watch de huang jin bao jian den do yoga in de gym laugh die.... haha den had lunch haha..damn funny i so pro lor take 9 pic in 2 min w/o her knowing wor cool sia...haha heh dun get wrong idea...haha den homed...today is tired dao hai..sry but i just cmi to cch..and i really don't see de point goin...
my legs are cui lor...wan leng jie abit heavy for me sia... hai.. knee cui too...sob:(

2008-03-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

haha went to hospital today to see my newborn nephew heh cute ba haha...lol de baby quite long but seem so small seh haha...haha got dipple when he smile sia haha... lol dun dare to carry him haha he seem so fragile haha..tats all lol..

2008-03-26T00:39:00.002+08:00

what the fuck you know bout me..no fighting spirit... den give me my teammates to train wif me not flowers...do you know how much i wanted to win... how much i wanted to perform..so i can say i'm good infront of her...how much effort i put in...do you really think my 3 pt came when i was sleepin or when i was shittin.. i trained...i put in efforts.. i HATE PT but i bear wif them coz i noe tats the only way for me improve rite now... and u came blabbering bout wat no fightin spirit... if possible i feel like shootin u down wif a gun...fuck off man..don't act as if u know everything..in fact u know nth... i wanted yumei coach...not coach cindy... when will i be able to be as gd as CP if i continue like this.... not in this lifetime....

2008-03-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

thursday went to coach hse for dinner haha den megan came too haha ollb poor thing lor she tried so hard jus to hug de baby haha....den today went to play ball at yew tee so hot sia lol..haha den homed went to kuang pasar malam haha...clar bought 3 liang popo cds haha we played de fun fair games haha... lol ya den got a la bi xiao xin haha... lol den we walked to clar hse to watch de dinner game haha... lol den homed again haha....

2008-03-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

haha today rain so heavily lol den i helped a little girl to cross de road and got myself wet sia haha...nvm a good deed heh...lol heh wet die sia lol...somebody is jealous coz i can watch ah wang wahahahhaa..heh heh booo so sad...

2008-03-15T19:33:00.003+08:00

today had trning didn't wanted to tok bout tat... den rush down to bas to watch de match haha CP so pro lor heh... lol heh played ball awhile stil den had family dinner haha ... homed tired seh..no mood to do anything...

2008-03-14T21:59:00.002+08:00

today went to jyss coach..den i rush down to cch wif ahma haha so damn funny lor we play de nba 08 until we missed our stop and alighted at aljunied instead haha..den we took de train back and cabbed to cch...haha den played some matches haha.. den de kai xuan came heh..i saw rinna noe..*hint*hint*haha den played game wif kai xuan lor wahahahaha i miss my fingeroll haha...so damn funny la de game haha play for fun de haha...juniors hai..dunno say much lol heh i'm evil haha...bully sec ones haha..den hmmm had dinner at singpost haha...den homed :) haha heh tmr trning yumei jl say she's coming haha.. wheeeeeeeee~ heh i'm a lobster now lor haha... red dao....and dunno wat happen to my tag board haha dunno hide whr le haha sry guys i lazy check

2008-03-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

wanted to ride bike to cch de... but rain so big and i'm sick so cnt ling yu...haha den cabbed lor haha..watch de photos and video haha den give jackets to tchers and coach.. haha coach damn funny la de face haha laugh peng..haha..den juniors did alot of PT..haha heng ah..i G gals le...haha btw coach jacket is too short wahahahah...den he stretch out his hand was so funny la.. haha..den juniors did de inside out outside in 30 30.. haha lol stupid ahma can walk 400m when she finish de 30 lor haha lol damn funny haha.. den sat around and chat haha..den clar aunt long bang us go eunos mrt haha... so many ppl haha.. darling,dddd,didi,nei,dada,kim,dawn,a-long,me..haha lol chao zai sia haha..den drop off den had dinner..haha walk home wif xixi and dawn..haha homed..
ohya forget mention haha.. tmr team dinner.... WEEEEeeeee...

2008-03-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

today went to all star east selection haha.. hmm nth much lor heh haha gettin my lappy soon heh... and i dun nid pay haha.. my voice going out of tune sia... SORE THROAT sian!

2008-03-06T20:26:00.002+08:00

ytd ride bike back to cch haa... hmm nth much haha bang nei and ahma head wahahahahaha.. ohya cannot forget haha... AHMA IS SO MOTHERLY AND IS A SHU NU.... haha super damn funny la hah... from above two points haha can conclude next time my farm de piglets will be very fat haha please place orders in advance..*piglets sold in first come first serve basis* haha...

2008-03-05T11:49:00.002+08:00

yesteday went to watch de finals... haha girls match rather boring at the end.. but boys match was so nice.. althou cch lost but ahs didn't win it fair and square.. REFEREE KAYU!!!... there goes my 30 buck haha.. nvm la suan le... heh

why must you always treat nei so gd why must u always treat her as if she has no flaws.. i dun understand why u can stand her attitude maybe i'm just jealous but yet i dunno how to hate you.. u really make me feeel like crying this time i wanted to give up but i dunno how...

2008-03-02T23:04:00.003+08:00

I WON TEN BUCKS TODAY lol-.- haha went over to cousin house to see my distant nephew den over to the other cousin house for mahjong game heh..
YESTERDAY
haha lame lor i cramp two leg during trning haha.. LOVE TRIANGLE SO DAMN FUNNY.. haha concluded OLLB so slow..haha den went over to queensway for jackets and OLLB DS lol squeeze into kim's dad car haha so funny stupid ollb sit my leg until wan cui le haha.. den we met flower army and coach cindy haha.. super funny haha so you yuan sia~ haha.. den homed haha JIAYOU juniors for tmr match^^

2008-02-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

Boooo... My pig fallen sick ...but she dun wan go see doc haha... but nvm la help me save the vet fee...wahahahaha K la hope my piggy get well soon lol.. later dunno get what pig disease den die le haha... yea my OLLB goin to msia and bringin back chipsters for me haha..yea lol swee ah haha.. kinda think of i like v long nv eat le haha.. but one more thing haha..so sad sick pig cnt eat haha

2008-02-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

haha today went to see junior vs ahs...haha dey lost.. but nvm play game got win and lose de...haha today so many of dem foul out..shall not mention de names..haha BUT ONLY ONE CHARGING hehehe.. haha tanker bang people..haha chum ah.. lol but nvm la as long dat person kanna bang not me..haha den after dat walk to bedok haha i still nid to help didi and darling take bags.. haha heavy heavy haha but gd trning hot die me lor..den emo emo den homed..haha... i watch de slam dunk cds and was so motivated haha..i mus jia you le..haha.. be like her one day.. even half like her i oso dun mind..heh

2008-02-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

haha i'm suppose to blog coz my pig asked me to...haha actually nth much to blog oso la..haha vday passed happily heh i like the presents haha:Dlol den errr sat home u trning drained me of my chakra la...haha kyuubi wan die le la...lol haha den today went to cine to watch kite runner haha... a slow movie la but not bad haha but i tink coz i nv read this book before den alot of qing jie i dunno haha... den went to sinseh wif clar haha..dat sinseh damn funny lor haha..poor clar haha NO MORE COLD DRINKS.. haha den went for dinner wif ruby nei and clar haha..den got this little girl find herself in love wif clar lor...haha and nei learn her 10 lian pai...haha and tmr i'm gettin my chicken chop from ahma haha...wheeee~ haha ohya gd luck to all o lvl takers haha for the posting result tmr heh... not excited for me thou haha coz first four choices i oso will be happy de heh....

2008-02-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

today went to watch bns against ahs haha...not a exciting match lor bored die me...haha.. but poor juniors nid to write 5 +ve pts and 5 -ve pts...haha so ke lian haha..went shopping lol i bought a WHITE shirt WHITE tie WHITE belt heh...and i share de glove thingy wif nei haha..today nei wear skirt wor!!!!haha quite chio sia...haha.. den homed lor...haha...new year is round de corner and VALENTINE's coming haha...find a date people....

2008-01-30T20:34:00.000+08:00

Today went to fscc to watch juniors against dhs haha... this match was the best out of all lor.. others were so boring la haha... hee 35-21 lol... today one of our players FOUL OUT haha it was TAN YU LING!!! heh still say fun lol... haha chinese new year coming le people dun eat too much bak kwa lol... coz de demand rise ahma will be killed de... haha this year so many ahma fellows pig tio killed le sob sob .... haha super sad eh~....wahahhaha... hee wanted to post PTAM pic but she dun allow so sad...haha

look at how "STRAIGHT" de pole is....

nicely packed EMPTY YAKULT BOTTLES>.<

awwww.... isn't ahma cute...piggy shaped bak kwa

2008-01-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

today injured coz of mcdonalds.. so we must PROTEST!!!guys dun patronize mac le.. grr let dem sack her make her wash toilet GRRR... haha today went to junyuan teach haha nice nice for me..lol SADIST ME-.- haha den had sakae wif minyi clar didi and dawn haha.. thanks OLLB haha... and didi dun be sad about ur lost phone le heh.... SMILE!!!! lol now mus work hard le.. mus improve in the shortest time haha..

2008-01-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

english B3
combined humanities B4
geography B3
mathematics A1
additional mathematics B3
science(phy/chem) B3
higher chinese C6
chinese B3

lol that's for today heh... bye to my chungcheng people lol... and graces notice the school magazine the Xcountry pic.... haha... i'll miss u guys... It's over but i'm still bothered.

2008-01-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

Today went to watch juniors play at fscc.. dey lost but nvm la.. abit diff only haha... den i went to junyuan coach lor haha...den go eat wif minyi haha.. den i homed..lol ALOT people say my blog is dead.. haha so mus tok tok abit lor... heh.. haha today i very lag and careless.. haha XIN BU ZAI YAN? lolx kiddin haha today i walk up a kerb den i sprain my ankle abit haha... but it'll be fine heh... haha. P.S thanks for concern heh... dun let a small setback destroy ur confidence yea... haha

yesterday went fishing haha some pics

look at all my fishes wahahahahahahahahah-.-

heh three of this quite big fish come up together at once heh i'm SO LUCKY wahhahaa den at first i tot is tangle something den i realise got fish haha i pull up super heavy la... haha the fish meat quite sweet wor heh...

2008-01-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

I played basketball with weisheng, benn and zexuan today... haha abit xin bu zai yan sia lol..den bused home met aaron and jerome at 325 den ate dinner den homed.. haha buddy buddy.. lolx fren fren flirt flirt haha super funny lol... put the path... haha judge the book by its cover haha...

2008-01-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

today went junyuan to coach haha i tink i give dem so slack de training lor haha... maybe i shld find something more to let dem play haha... and i really think junyuan very cramp lor haha... cch got two court i least haha.. .lolx den after trning wait for ahma at interchange haha den i saw ah lang lolx.. she goin chalet haha chat awhile den she leave le haha..den had dinner haha wa so funny lor haha tis year their jersey haha SUPER NICE AH... haha they will steal the limelight wif just their jersey lor wahahhahahaa...ohya haha i saw teng jus now haha today so funny keep meet dao ppl haha... lolx and is all the unexpected one.. haha den homed.. lolx

2008-01-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

a nice sunset....
haha today went to have lunch wif ahma nei and clar... haha but the lunch de main aim isn't to eat....haha is to suan ahma heh... haha
den i went to fish haha wa today weather so scary lolx... i caught my 10th 11th 12th 13th 14th fishes... haha one was like shittin when i caught it-.-haha super funny den had dinner at lagoon... den went home walking!? lolx coz sheng's bike punctured.. haha walk till wan cramp le lor haha..wish me luck tmr haha~

2008-01-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget, the miracle of friendship speaks from one heart to another, listens for unspoken needs, recognizes secret dreams, and understands the silent things... But i'm glad that through out these four years.. i found good friends.. they also found too.. thou the quarrels and fights between us.. we stayed bonded.. cherish what u have now.. because in the future u might not find them again... i forgot who told me this.. secondary friends are lifetime friends.. i really hoped to stay bonded together... i could tell u girls...We weren't born sisters at birth but fate knew from the start we were meant to be sisters by heart... i sincerely missed u girls..

haha today went to cch haha help coach de sec 1 gals.. lolx den jiao lian went missing haha.. den played game lolx.. so tiring haha.. maybe i overworked?!haha but continue heh... den i FINALLY CAN TOUCH THE BOARD LE!!!!...althou not much a little bit nia but i still very happy... haha

2008-01-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
went to junyuan to coach lolx... maybe i'm not gifted in this area...nvm JIAYOU!

sorry girls if i get you guys to start to cry.. but i really missed those times where we train under the sun shouting out numbers running those suicides.. maybe joining basketball was really suicides under coach haha.. but he will be the best coach ... the jerseys we have is what we fought hard to achieve.. i'll cherish them they are priceless.. even one day when we all are grown up and dun remember each other faces..it'll be the jerseys which i could recognise us.. maybe next time we saw each other....but actually until now i'm really sorry that i put you guys through that stress where we have to win majusri for sure.. but thanks.. it was you guys who pulled me through thanks for believing me again.. thanks for not giving me up when i wanted to myself.. thanks for everything.. today i won't be here if you guys weren't there... times might have past.. memories stayed the same... I really missed you all..

2008-01-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

went fishing wif sheng today hahah i caught 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th,6th,7th,8th,9th fishes of the year haha... den sheng caught the 1st fish of the year heh... hahah below are some photos... and stupid weisheng i haven take the pic den he threw away my 3rd fish into others people box!!!! GRR...haha today ride dao butt pain ah haha....

MY FISHES=D

this is weisheng 1st fishy of the year haha... the 2nd lost to the sea le....

2008-01-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

5th day of year haha.. had training lolx laugh til peng haha coach cindy ask minyi to dribble ball go dere den minyi pass the ball to coach cindy instead haha laugh peng lor...!!!haha dumb ollb heh... happy birthday jessie!!!

4th day of year haha.. went shoppin wif sis bought new shirt haha...

3rd day of year haha.. played ball only la lolx heh...anti china!!!ROAR!

2nd day of year haha everybody went to skul yet i slack till haha den afternoon went to skul den tio scamed... haha nvm lor just train wif juniors haha had a small accident haha...

1st day of the year haha... i went fishing with yaozhong weijie and weisheng haha...

1st fish of my year!!

Yaozhong's first seaweed of the year and no fishies...

i like this picture alot path to heaven haha...

2007-12-31T10:10:00.000+08:00

lalala.. today is last day of year2007 truth is i dun wish to go 2008 but nvm it's impossible haha... lets refresh some memories of year 2007....
-relationship very hard to say so i dun say
-funny valentine
-make a mistake which almost cost my basketball career..
-create a miracle with my teammates who never give up on me...
-got into finals of east zone competition...
-appeared on newspaper
-fight till all my teammates fouled out?!
-got into all star selection but didn't get in
-had family international buffet..
-play u16 home u youth team super badly...
-being poach to MI?!
-had a wonderful birthday
-my sis wedding
-had prelim and o's
-went for that unforgettable malaysia trip
-had women's open match lost but good experience
-trainings add on to reach my target!!!!

-had two didis and three dddd's
-had ahgong, darling
-found someone who played with me just nice de
-found my target
-unconditional love?! haha

i just could say in this year 2007 lots of impt events happened which i won't forget they would be etched into my memories they are what that make me today... Black won't forget u guys...

2007-12-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

went to nei house to swim haha den play wii haha i help clar bao chou haha lolx funny den bus to bball court den played awhile den go tok tok at "HQ" lolx den homed tmr got training-.- jia you!!!

2007-12-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

I went to coral primary school early morning haha.. i took the bus was like so scary.. haha i'm afraid i get LOST... haha then i taught kids do normal stuff haha quite slack lol.. den i injure my thumb.... haha i think i two years didn't play at a primary school court le ... haha den i can shang lan da ban and pull the ring haha... lame-.- den went to 840 lor..haha played ball so high lor me.. lolx den i did improve lolx not i say de heh heh.. haha den just train train and thanks elaine and kim for the cookies haha... and great games damn beat... haha den walk to tampines haha on the way someone so ke lian lolx..two years pass very fast de-.- haha den went to pasta mania for dinner haha suan dawn lolx... den trained home wif ruby bought gao lak... haha homed

2007-12-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

went to 108 for bball for two days nth much to say le haha just tired haha leg pain lolx tmr busy busy coral primary den 840 heh CHIONG AH!

2007-12-24T17:07:00.001+08:00

ELEVEN QUESTIONS ABOUT ME:D
see who can answer correctly heh~

1)_ _ _ _ _ favourite colour
2)_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _favourite snack
3)_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _favourite cartoon character
4)_ _ _ _ _ _ _favourite anime character
5)_ _ _ _favourite hobbie(last blank is no.)
6)_ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _favourite slogan heh got 3!
7)_ _ _ _ _ _ favourite number=)
8)_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ & _ _ _ _ _ _ _ my didi's name
9)_ _ _ _ what age i started playing basketballer
10)_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _how many jerseys i got
11)_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _the wish i had=.=

hard rite~

2007-12-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

early morning went for training haha... wahahaha play till siao haha got one ball cindy jiaolian passed wrong ball at starting to me den i laugh laugh den missed-.- lolx wa so shuang lor i like 3 weeks nv play full court haha but today abit overworked le haha lili jie gave us de christmas gifts so nice lor haha so you xin hai so zhan gui haha... den went for lunch wif dem haha den went to aljunied haha den i go to vincent house haha den bbq lolx didn't eat much haha tok and play table tennis haha super funny lolx peng die haha den homed haha super tired today haha

2007-12-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

today went to clar house den watch the dinner game haha idiots are really idiot haha den went to my house to transfer psp games den minyi came too haha look at yearbooks-.-haha den went to bas watch game play den ate wif didis den back awhile homed again haha cheryl poon damn pro lor i tink she shoot 4 or 5 3ptballs but she only missed one-.-haha MUS WORK HARD TMR!!!

2007-12-20T17:51:00.000+08:00

haha today morning kanna woke up by mahjong noise haha super noisy-.- den after dat went to find dan didi and dawn for sin seh haha DAWN CONCLUDED VERY WEAK!!! ZHONG KAN BU ZHONG YONG haha so lousy lor she den went to clar didi de jia haha just spent time haha... heh...

2007-12-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

Yea i can run le haha but now i'm down with flu wats more irritating lor haha... went to bukit merah sec today haha rain rain had match til 7 like dat den rush to sbc to watch home u vs qian xi haha both oso pro la haha wa wei bin and cheryl poon super pro lor!! haha 3 pts shot like no kick hai so inferior haha den home u won haha den went home...

2007-12-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MVP PTAM dddd only pig in my farm TAN YULING!!

2007-12-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

been out to find job haha see i so nice go pei huishan job haha nvm lor jus do for sake of money oso ma-.- bored... haha if tis cant den forget it lor find others i just hate bank job
Not everyone will be sastified with a 9 to 5 job.. everybody is different i still think a job at a stupid restaurant is better at the bank why cant people understand.. argh forget it.... anyway i'm on the road to anti-social

2007-12-12T20:54:00.001+08:00

back from chalet haha goin to job hunt tmr haha... chalet v sian coz de weather suck lor.. rain and rain haha den had lots of fun still ba haha.. den dey took pic with me without me.. lolx dunno how dey take la lolx... so wish me luck tmr it's a way to destress..

2007-12-07T17:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
haha went home u training den err played volleyball badminton soccer instead-.- haha nth much to say...
Today
Early in the morning 6 o 'clock
heh woke up make sandwhiches haha den went to bball court 840 haha den hmm trained seniors went back heh heh so long nv see dem le haha... den injuries and so...
ATTENTION!!!!!!
TAN YULING a.k.a AHMA a.k.a PTAM a.k.a MVP CUT HER HAIR!!!!!
haha k la later my blog no more update = i'm dead-.-
haha den she cut short haha but i prefer her last time de but miss mong say nice err den we went to tam food court for lunch haha den nei keep act like jiao lian haha shou bu liao lolx... den bused to ubi haha i went to cut hair and i waited so long lolx... YEA I GOT SHORT HAIR NOW!
haha den i play ball jiu bu hui you shi-.- haha ohya on the way back in the rain i realise i can run abit le haha CONGRATS~

2007-12-05T20:03:00.000+08:00

tis is the gift from two of my didis haha

see i wan take pic dey qiang jin tou-.-

i still so nice help dem take pic lor-.-

a beta version haha nice rite....

haha today went to skul train i see and watch haha den rain and rain lolx sian-.- den we got play tou niu haha so funny lolx... den play lor haha and 1 lolx junior keep ask for converse jersey haha so funny lolx dey dun wan the DOS one lolx... haha funny lolx den today training so slack no kick de lor haha den got tis clap hand de so funny haha den lobang clar didi de go home haha den on the way dey discussing bout the no. lolx it's none of my business de haha three years of eleven i shuang le wahahahahahah... den i realise i very xing fu coz i reach home so early haha den somebody still outside freezing to death haha so ke lian cnt blame me who ask dey al leave so faaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrr... haha bleah

update for yesterday blog lolx de bian zhong durian haha

2007-12-04T20:01:00.000+08:00

today went parkway buy things den didi came find me haha den went to giant for "lesson" haha den we went to the fruit session haha damn funny got this 'durian' haha super bian zhong de haha lolx.... den we went shop shop lor den we went to see sin seh haha..den de zhong yi shi say say say den haha DIDI one alot more serious den mine wahahahahhahahaa lolx den she was given 2 week mc starting from tmr heh heh haha den we went mac den saw lion haha den chat chat den chat somemore haha den we went homed... haha wonderful day coz my leg gettin beta heh~

2007-12-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

today morning wake up den went to sim lim wif clar didi and dan didi haha den on the bus 63 clar make me laugh die haha super funny la haha sit so long den her actions make me laugh peng lolx see how she swallow the medi damn funny lor haha and tis guy sittin beside me dunno why keep looking at us lor super diao lor haha den we three at sim lim shop so long haha mus SAVE MONEY le haha got things to buy heh heh haha den me and clar didi went to airport to say bon voyage to laine and kim haha den dan didi went for training haha den at airport eat den ya-.-haha dat scandal is so AMAZING haha lolx den we went back to skul lolx clar DA CHU XUE today the cab fare is crazy man haha den we went to GSCC for bball match grrr i wan explode le but nvm haha had game wif jiao lian dey all den went to banquet for dinner lolx i didn't eat thou haha den was like hmmm chat alot wif chers dey all haha den sheng siong haha FATS haha healthy diet den homed..... haha i got 3 dddd haha and i nid to build a bigger sty so ppl pls recycle the wood u all dun wan we mus save de earth imagine my only pig getting bigger everyday and more trees will fall haha ya den chalet coming soon ppl hope my leg could get beta thou haha it's so weird hoppin on right leg haha abit weird seh haha lets just dream~

2007-12-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

bored so came to pen down some thoughts.. i'm 16 tis year but somehow i feel i've been thru more than my age... in different stages of my life... there have been good frens who accompany thru every stages of them... now i'm done wif my secondary skul life.. people said secondary frens are ur life time frens... i truly hope so... althou dere been alot of conflicts between us... i truly noe there's sort of bond within us... will i be able to get used to play ball without them... speak the truth i felt handicapped believe or not.. everytime i play game i missed those game we played thru all these years... used to it perhaps i dun mind goin thru tis all over again even if i had to bear thru the guilty of that macpherson match but i'm willing to do tis all over again commitin the mistake again i won't mind too.. because i noe my team mates will be dere to forgive me... i will be stronger ppl wait and see how much i've grown these years and how much more will i grow again.. perhaps we might have no topic to talk on the next time we see each other... years later when we see each other on streets.. we are hi bye friends.... ten years later we dun even recognise each other... passin by each others shoulder without realizing it was the teammate who bear thru the journey wif u... but i will remember all of u anyway memories are the ones that wouldn't change but people will...

2007-12-01T18:05:00.000+08:00

haha went to chalet lolx for 3 days lor haha spent times together haha end up slept for little for two days haha so yesterday i went to sin seh haha den i show her the x ray den she say no bone fracture YEA haha den do heat theraphy haha so hot den the sin seh say hot beta... !? haha tink my leg wan cooked hao le haha den doc say either got ligament tear or sprain so rest for 3 weeks lor haha den i went homed haha... sleep sleep sleep.... den tis morning woke up lor den play new psp games wahahahahaah~

2007-11-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

today went to sin seh haha den went to mac meet marina le den went to bas today dey lost... nothing much to comment.. today was my first match i sat on the bench the whole match watchin my peers fighting on the court.. not once thru out the four years i miss the match.. i hate this feeling.. i hate my ankle.

2007-11-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

lolx today went to PP haha den had ya kun toast lolx den cabbed to skul haha nei fought for cab?! haha den went to skul for training... den today damn sway lor first is clar injured den small ling injured den me injured den eeling injured.... haha first i'm medic lor haha help them den i became the PATIENT!!! haha den jiu shi zhe yang lor super sian haha sorry guys cant join u all for the match =( hai so sorry piang i really want to play wif u al lor... idiot AHHHHH hai nvm i use my mouth lor lolx eat eat eat haha... lolx jia you guys...

2007-11-26T11:03:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy haha i'm like whole week packed again lolx soon my mum wan complain le haha... wed will be our chalet YEA!!!! haha den yesterday against ling yun we lost.. sometime i tink that the youths shldn't join the team lor it's like we join to pull de big team down and help to pull the mark range la for opponents... dunno la... i'm being idiot lor... i dunno why maybe it's different from my four years team mates.. jiao lian said that we have to understand how our team mates play i can proudly say how my g. girls played wats their habits their strength their weakness... but what i'm supposed to know of the big team.. they are like so far away from us making us inferior only.. had we seen them play alot of time? wat to expect.. it's hard to know them so well in a short time.. i dunno but i tink we just needed more time... and i nid a sense of belonging.. i miss those girls i really miss them so much... we stood by each other no matter wat it doesn't matter why i cry the tears... but who i'm wif when i cried them... the taste of victory still lingers... but jing xiu yi jiu, ren mian quan fei... the only things that doesn't change is memories le ba.. people change no matter from bad to good or worse... but one thing i know.. we had all grown up.. i bu hui wang ji those days where our fighting spirit makes us create a miracle a tale that we can proudly tell others... how our hard work paid off.. how we achieve our goals thru all these years... east zone 2nd it's not easy... but we made it thru.. girls..

2007-11-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

lolx quite alot of ppl say my previous post was touching but i read it again it wasn't that touching la.... haha so today i went to subway wif dem lor haha den went to skul training den the talk was cancelled... lolx funny yea lolx den train lor den we played match haha so funny got one part i one qie five... lolx coz juniors trying out their new defence... haha den we played till so funny haha den tis stupid violent pig hit me... haha but nvm la she oso leg pain le haha den walked out den singpost dinner den homed... haha den at eunos interchange got otah and gao lak den i cant eat both coz i v heaty le...!!!! so irritating la dey smell so nice leh.... haha ya that's all for today lolx lastly....
it had been four years my g.girls.. we met each other on the court... we played together on the court... and now it's time to say goodbye to this court to all of u... we will be pursuing our dreams and careers in different routes..althou we will try to come back to visit or will meet up outside however in reality world things always doesn't come out the way we wanted it to be... the years passed so fast dat we didn't realise we all have change thru out these years... All grown ups... that picture it was like so hai but ren you bu san zhi yan xi.... so soon it's time to say good bye...

2007-11-22T13:56:00.000+08:00

sorry for posting my post so late... we played we laughed we cried during the trip.. i would remember it as i said my brain works in a very different way... the first day we reached msia we played psp and sleep on the bus haha den we reached gunung ledang resort... i finally noe how good is singapore a place flies free.... haha den jiao lian showed me the brochure dat got the pool haha it's like completely fake la... haha but the pool not bad la it really make us enjoyed it so much water polo rocks!!!haha den we had our meals in a buffet style but we always make it into a family feast haha.. juniors i can tell u all it's better to eat this way.. haha den we had matches with the malaysian haha ok la we lost all three but we learned alot.. not just tactics strategies skills.. but something more valuable den them... our bonds grew stronger... during the last night we really cried our hearts out...especially me ba.. althou ruby fall asleep i bet she understand wat happen she still's my princess my darling.. haha den during the trip jiaolian used me as an example he said he stood against all tchers where all tchers feel that jiaolian should change me... it was him who believe in me and gave me his trust.. i wouldn't be here today.. if u weren't there jiao lian thanks.. althou i always been rather rebellious during physical training.. i often brought troubles to u disappointing u again and again... i swear i worked hard sometimes. just to get one sentence of ur praise... but thanks you didn't give me much coz i wouldn't be today de xiaohei appearing on the newspaper.. that macpherson match and majusri match.. thanks jiao lian for giving me something to tell others how i fall and picked myself up.. actually thr's still one confession i didn't say but i tinks it doesn't matter le after the macpherson match i did return my jersey to elaine.. i dun wan to be a burden to the team.. it was oso them my gals my captain who hold on to me... not blaming my mistake tolerating all my behavior.. thanks gals.. elaine said to jiaolian on that bus.. "Once your player, always your player" thanks elaine... i can tell u something too... "once my captain, always my captain"... i asked jiao lian during the last night" will u still be that sucker who believes us no matter wat?" One word is enough "always" thanks jiao lian.. i tink i should say sorry to eeling and ame my beloved juniors... sorry for confessing to u all passing the responsibility to u but i truly wished that u all can bring up the team To eeling:be a captain like elaine, she always there for her teammates.. she had no jia zi, she tolerates alot of things u noe including my arrogance and dumb behavior.. she been the one shouting the loudest... but her actions also could speak everything.. To amelia: thanks being my confidate thru this year... thanks for being dere thanks for tolerating my bully haha i'm lucky to have a junior like u haha althou sometime u are abit loud and unglam haha but u are truly a good fren.. rmb to move on dun hang on rite.. but don't forget next year if u need me to be dere i will be and lastly please train ur timing u are a very good player... To my juniors: i have treated u all as frens please cherish one another before time runs out.. u all are the fortunate batches...
we seniors have changed jiao lian again and again.. we rebel against coach ruiwen.. it's unfair to him i noe...it's hard to coach a gals team coz we have been the emo kids.. nv use a coin to decide ur fate... i can't imagine what will it be if the coin that they tossed that day show that they shouldn't go... i really can't... don't ever say words like bu yao chu dui jiu bu yao chu dui... us seniors had been thru alot to get this trophy east zone second and now we can proudly say to everyone we are the first batch of coach ruiwen who went into the finals... althou we lost but i noe jiao lian would be proud of us always as he said... den last day of msia... haha we had cried till eyes swollen lor.. haha den on the way back we went to yoyo national product shop.. and jusco... haha den we had the mahattan fish for dinner... jiao lian wanted to treat us.. but we dun wan.. he really make us want to cried man but i had learn to fight back my tears... i must because all of us had been stronger after this trip.. jiao lian seeing him helping cheryl.. i must say to u all HE's A EXCELLENT COACH... i tink we should have an award for him sia... haha den we went back to spore.. haha den we decide to make the presentation in level.. I WILL MISS U GUYS...

2007-11-14T11:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
went to bugis for shopping wif ahma eeling and darling den on the train i wanted to walk to the end ma coz lesser ppl ma lolx den i saw kim and laine on the train haha so qiao haha den we go shop shop lor ate at the foodcourt... den i bought a shirt lor dey kip try clothes until so funny haha..... den ahma abit sian coz she cannot buy boy boy clothers oso haha... den eeling kip try the ku zi haha try still dun wan den that idiot saleperson give attitude haha nvm lolx at least i realise i zhang da le haha after seeing wat they wan to buy hee....den after shoppin for 5 hours i jiu lao pao le..
den i went to novena for training lor haa... den i got no.18 for the lan zhong haha den minyi got8 hee wat a nice no. haha den minyi so dum lor after forgetting whr the door hinge at she yesterday can forget whr the wheel is sia haha den she pushed the stand for badminton net the other way haha my oleh leh boy sia haha....den got one time played one on one so lame lor i all the way get wan leng jie den was like errrrr... lolx only managed to score in one 3 pt haha so chum... den dat stupid pipi kip use speed eat me haha den everybody kip forget to defend haha lamo~ den we da dui haha i step on ying shi jie de leg lolx i wanted to siam de but dunno why i still land on her haha... den my left knee tio impact lor hai last time bruise still dere now got one more le..... den tired dao haha den we left for supper outside the 7-11 haha so long nv eat dere le haha so fun den i took bus homed. ohya i washed my bag le haha the water was so.....BROWN

2007-11-13T10:11:00.000+08:00

yea
had our steam boat dinner wif 4 grace lolx it's so funny la lolx i did a sunny side up f
my darling lor haha and omelette for jade haha hey it's my first time cook leh haha not bad le ... haha den my lunch/dinner mate la keep fight wif me over de egg haha.... lolx haha took pictures~ den we went bowling haha den me and hs did so badly lolx but we manage to catch up in the end haha den wanted to play pool but it's by hour charge den we decide to play arcade lor den i play daytona lolx i got 6th only... haha nvm next time try again haha den see dem play dat bang each other thing so funny la lolx but from behind see vin and horse a bit gay la haha.. den lobang darling car homed.

2007-11-11T12:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday

went to tanglin cc for training den got rain den went back to mha training so tiring i wan die le haha.... den we went to kopitiam for lunch haha den jiu zhe yang lor haha... den went to ah gong house den went to play ball haha wei bing oso dere katek oso dere haha so shuang haha den we played ball lor haha dey al so pro hai mi so pathetic haha den homed...

2007-11-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

this is our jie zuo can u guess who is this....

hmmm quite a long and tired day today but exciting too...haha today morning went to tampines mall lor.. haha at unos mrt clar was buying a prepaid card lor... haha den i bought smth too..haha den the auntie called didi XIAO DIDI haha so funny lor hee but nvm la oso not first time le hee=) haha den we trained to tm lor... haha den darling and nei ate yoshi haha den played arcade haha play the daytona and airhockey haha... the bishibashi so funny lor haha but so fun hee... den ahma and eeling joined us haha den ate pasta den i pei clar go food court eat haha.. den we went to adidas lor haha now den i realise my juniors so dum haha ahma and eeling mistook the shield for soccer de as knee guard haha wa dey so damn creative lor haha... den we went to bas haha on the train so funny lolx.... den we reach bas lor haha watch match ahs no.6 not bad sia haha den juniors played lor haha ahma got oleh once haha... den dey played two over time lor haha so excititing haha we scream till no voice le haha thanks ah juniors for such an exciting entertainment haha.... den we ate at golden cafe and went back for the friendly match of nat team haha wa so many pro down dere lor haha their pass like our thunder haha mei hua shuo le lor haha den we watch finish we went homed..

2007-11-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

today didn't went for bugis shopping trip thou... i went to home u instead lolx played ball wif da dui haha so fun hee.. but my ti li was like... haha den he jiao lian keep help me sub me out haha... hee den dunno i was joining de women open anot... haha so scary leh lolx pray ah... haha den me ahgong pipi yili went for lunch haha finally got to eat the kopitiam rice haha so nice lolx.... but i tink i too long nv go dere le i keep taking the wrong route haha too blur le heee..... haha tmr juniors match leh.. haha jiayou wor... haha i mus strive le haha i nid to get back everything asap haha

2007-11-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

wahahah my o's if finish finally sia haha so happy lolx.... haha today went to PP with darling haha den we played DDR lolx den my new high score for tou lan ji lolx 330 nia so ke lian haha den we went for sakae for lunch lolx haha den we went training lor haha den we err play ball like siao haha den errr jiu zhe yang lor nth much haha but MY BLISTER HURTS haha lolx den went singpost eat den tired le homed.

2007-11-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

haha today was my LAST WRITTEN PAPER wahaha i'm so high lolx..... den rite after our paper me darling nei san and teng went to parkway for brunch haha den we ate burger king and mi eat meltz haha lolx den we went to arcade haha played the DDR lolx super slow actually haha abit boring haha den we play tou lan ji haha darling lost haha den we went shop shop haha den me nei and darling went back to skul haha den we da dui haha den kim and laine came lolx den training lor haha den today dat stupid granny sore throat leh haha den today didn't speak much lor her haha so bu xi guan lolx...... den just lor lolx oh ya dat darling keep disturb me lor haha grrrr.... haha den i played till leg cramp haha den me and dawn lobang clar car back lor haha den homed haha......

haha people two more days and I"LL BE FREEeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

2007-11-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

GOT NEW SHOE NEW SB NEW FBT SHORTS....haha today zui dum de is TUNG QI NI haha coz i rao shoot her she dunno lolx laugh at her she didn't realise haha... so today went town oso lolx den shop till real drop lolx v tired k end of story

2007-11-01T12:38:00.001+08:00

YEA today is 1st of november hee seeing the day when i end my o's coming soon hee hee.... simply cant wait sia lolx mum sponsoring me to buy shoe and .... haha so nice hee den i no nid pay leh haha we goin on friday haha but i nid wear 3 days de white shoe.. haha but nvm i REN!!! haha hmm so long nv see my frens le haha u al hai hao ma.. mus be missin me like crazy le la u al haha okok dun nid say i ming bai de lolx..... lolx wahaha i'll be so busy during holiday sia haha....
16th- Graduation day(finally~)
17th to 20th-Malaysia trip(play time)
28th to 30th-Basketball chalet(time to say take care)
9th to 12th-4Grace chalet(we are the ACEs)
BUSY BUSY... haha i wan go play bball outside soon sia lolx...

2007-10-31T15:24:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA ONE MORE WEEK AND FOUR PAPERS TO GO lolx cool sia haha had higher chinese today lolx didn't wrote numbers for the zong he tian kong lolx but the person say nvm leh lolx dun care la lolx anyway i go poly oso no count haha heee den today thanks darling for giving me the water babies haha so funny haha i want try to grow it big big haha den we went to have lunch at parkway lolx den darling and kaixi went to play de floor thing haha lolx yesterday teng and darling oso play lolx den me and teng went mpcc play ball ball haha den xixi pei me go cut hair haha so nice lolx.... i feel my head lighter leh haha...... so bored sia.....

There was a time when I used to run away
Anytime I started to fall
Cause love's never been very kind to me, no baby
Not very kind at all
Until you
You stole my heart away
Somehow you helped restore my faith
And something I thought wasn't for me
Now comes so easily
Because I love you
You're the flame that sets my soul on fire
That special girl I pray for every night
That pretty melody
That plays over and over again in my head
Because I love you(forever stare at you and never get tired)
Honey I'm ready to spend my whole life with you
Cause I love you(yes I do)
I never thought in a million years
That I could feel the way that I feel, no
How I get butterflies (get butterflies)
Whenever your lips touch mine
I must confess my dear
That it was instantly right from the start
A special bond between you and my heart
How it skips a beat whenever our eyes meet
And simply said the reason being
Because I love you
You're the flame that sets my soul on fire
That special girl I pray for every night
That pretty melody
That plays over and over again in my head
Cause I love you(forever stare at you and never get tired)
Honey I'm ready to spend my whole life with you(I'll say it again)
I love you (yes I do)
Girl I know there'll be differences we have along the way
Where our views may not always be the same
But I swear I'll try
To hear out your sigh
And compromise cuz I realize
That with you I wanna spend my life
Because I love you
You're the flame that sets my soul on fire
That special girl I pray for every night
That pretty melody
That plays over and over again in my head
Because I love you(forever stare at you and never get tired)
Honey I'm ready to spend my whole life with you
Girl it's all because
I love you

2007-10-27T15:07:00.000+08:00

Wahaha one month i nv blog le hee hee should revive it a bit la hor

Haha still got 10 days and 10 papers to go haha kampateh haha lolx

Hmmm been studying and studying lor haha so sad sia....

Oh ya me and didi oso got our bike le leh hee

Played bball yesterday lolx but now i really lao le lor haha but still pro de leh haha granny say de lolx

hmmm monday goin to be my worst subject ever haha ANGMOH lolx pray ah mus pass lolx^^
ok sayo ppl heee

2007-09-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

haha ok updating here coz stupid tecko ask me to update....
haha actually nth much just that i did super badly for prelims lor... den just had to keep study if really everything fail i oso suan le lor... haha destiny and fate decide me to be a failure.. so what else can i do....

for studies i give up basketball...

thr's no meaning in life anyway...

向前看。。。yet i had only see a bleak future...

i can't see the pot of gold at the end of rainbow...i'm still searching for it anyway
hai i dunno la jus wan to be myself but it's becoming more and more difficult. maybe i'm not the same anymore... it[(*%$^$] doesn't matter that much to me le ba...

2007-09-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

SIAN SIAN SIAN

i fail both my amaths paper one and chinese by half mark hai super sian ahh nvm prelim nia haha screw prelim bu yong jin mus jia you haha as long as o's good can le

i dunno what else to tell u....

2007-09-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

Days by days i had stopped dreamingw

I had to wake up after allh

Beautiful things are always shorte

They don't stay with us forevert

When one thing endsh

It signify the start of anothere

However only memories could lastr

kept right deep into our mindi

etched deep into our heartsl

That's because right nowo

I only had them and nothing elsev

The only thing i can doe

Is only cherish themy

even I meant ito

It doesn't matter anymoreu

2007-09-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

yea i got my black psp slim today haha and today marked the end of my prelim lolx one more month to go til o's lolx mus pia haha shuo de rong yi sia lolx..... yea haha den clar say dere's no usb cable in the pack haha heng i got my mp3 de cable haha den can use lor hee hee heng sia

it's time to let go i ask myself or am i just getting used to it lolx i dunno maybe everything might change one day i dun understand... i have always been the one asking people not to give up or people want me to tell others lolx i dunno perhaps it's not for me to decide anyway lolx... i just sick of it i want to wash my hands off this but can i bear to do this... friends had always stand a important place in my heart coz i'm not that close to my families either... i cherish everyone of them.. but sometimes people do get sick of it... people do have things concern bout themselves to worry oso...haha zi shen nan bao ba haha anyway i'm just a cry baby..

2007-09-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

lolx today after exam we went to kfc for lunch haha laugh dao peng haha den after dat we went horsey house play mahjong haha play till so tired lolx yanting super funny lor haha den went home den dinner again kfc lolx my god i becoming chicken killer haha~ yea tmr last paper for prelim haha

2007-09-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

lolx today had a boring day simply dun feel like studyin haha lolx den just now i went downstair to da bao dinner ma haha den got tis mute and the coffeeshop uncle fighting lor haha siao one leh dey all lolx den everybody just looking lor lolx nobody stop fight haha typical singaporean lolx haha den dey throw cans at each other lolx den the mute miss and throw dao the other customer haha super stunned lolx haha dey siao one leh all so old liao still fight and fight lolx crazy le lolx den the mute trying to convey his meaning den kip doing the poke his butt de action haha ok la is bad to laugh but really lor crazy one haha bored to death hai i wan go night biking ahhhhh!!!!

2007-09-14T19:05:00.000+08:00

I've have been running backwards .... be it is to avoid the reality or to turn the time back i dunno.... or maybe i just sick of myself... hai been thinking too much today lolx or these days.... i knew i had to cherish the time but i simply lost the mood to do so... the clock simply ticking away when i stood dere stoning ba... hai I JUST HATE MYSELF..... time to let go time to forget time to study....

2007-09-13T11:19:00.000+08:00

wow like so long never blog le hee all because of the stupid o's la grrr haha lolx life cannot be any boreder lor haha my ang moh so good haha kiddin lolx..

hai sometime i just hope that time will make me forget time will make to let go.... but yet i simply just wish time would stop or can i just rewind to the time.. and start all over again...

wo zhen de hen xiang zhi dao...

2007-09-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

Yea i decided to buy psp haha mus save money le haha....

R9T8T5Y4K6Z4.... i am trying hard...not to

2007-09-07T19:49:00.000+08:00

today go skul train lor lolx....

i think i'm goin crazy lolx sometime i really dunno what i'm doing

things are rough all over i tink

i'm born a failure ba somehow i simply just can't get things done.. studies is not my forte.. play ball i'm still not good enough.... and other aspects as well ba... sometime i just lost i dunno what i really want i dunno what i really need... i cant get down to study for prelims or o's hai i really tried... i dunno how...

i can't even get the attention of reh

2007-09-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

hai today i just stayed home lolx i made a video lolx when it's time i'll show la haha den i simply dun feel like studying haha cant stand the refracted lights and circuits... lolx den i simply stone haha...stoning also had it own use de haha not waste time
at least it made me more confused haha lolx i'm pondering about my dream last night lolx it was scary thou to me ba...

haha i dunno why when i had decided to let go... it come again... a dream but i rather treat it as a nightmare.... i dunno wat to do lolx but now i felt chains hanging on to my legs.... lolx mentally and physically ba...

i miss those days when i had nothing to worry about but candies...

i miss those days when i had nothing to worry but missin tv show

i miss those days when i had nothing to worry but play basketball well

i suppose they will just be my memories kept deep within my heart...

things seemed to be getting from bad to worse.. i simply just waiting for the worst.. i'm at the brink of breaking down anyway so i dun mind what fate and destiny had in mind for me.. i can't say i had enough because i just can't bring myself to give up.. kan kai le.... hai i dunno what i have to do to make myself feel better....

when people say i want to hold ur hands and walked down the rainbow but is it true that a pot of gold waiting for us at the end or people just enjoy the process... i suppose i would choose the process ba... Because only memories last forever... promises are meant to be broken... tokens would be broken... only memories are meant to be kept right down the heart... close to where ur heart beat... not where ur logical mindset came in...

hai i'm bullshitting again sorry people...

2007-09-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

EVIDENCE THAT WE HAVE A VIOLENT PIG
IN BASKETBALL TEAM AHHHH!!!!!

juniors de pictures....

our cute aeroplane?!

i today went to eat family international buffet haha treat by jiao lian lolx thank you ah hee hee den we played arcade haha.....and i got a chocolate haha

things doesn't always seem to be what we seen it as dream does not always come true but i'll do my utmost best not to give up thou:) people smile doesn't always mean they are happy they just do not want people who are concern about them to worry that's make it so hard to understand what one's was thinking... when i read the outsiders again i then realise people had just miss alot of fun in their life... who will be concern about how the sky look like who will be concern about how beautiful is the sunrise and sunset.. perhaps it's not that easy to stay gold.. people often get bothered by problems which could mean nothing compare to others problems.. hai maybe i only noe how to say but not how to do yea.. lolx i'll try to fulfil everything lor haha... sometime i really do wonder what is fate and destiny why would some of us meet each others in life and became friends or lifelong partner... or how someone's words could mean so much to one... i guess people just had to slow their paces take a good look at his or her own surroundings... lolx if only i could had nothing in mind but just slacked... maybe this holiday i want to experience sunrise ba i had only seen it once and it was a flop haha so i better take this chance to see it lolx before i ran out of time coz people don't always noe what would happen next haha and my friends out there haha just wanna give u al advice always tell others how u tink before u lost the chance but rite now... i can't...

2007-09-03T18:34:00.001+08:00

lalalalalala.... when one finally know what to do it's super shuang hahaha..... maybe i would lost the laughter i used to have maybe i would lost the motivation maybe i cant miss like before maybe i had let go... haha but perhaps it's better this way perhaps it's better for ___. maybe when one had seen it all then one would know when's best to let go.. true time doesn't stop for anyone and we just had to move on with our life.. but when u just spare a few minutes to notice what had people said to u life became more meaningful. sometime u dun mean it but just too bad... the harm is done.. sometime u doesn't realise but u make someone realise alot of things... if u al dun understand i'm sorry lolx anyway not all can understand me.. i don't even understand myself.. tis time i know it hurts but i just had to do so.. simply nth else i can do..

2007-08-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

hai just feeling moody nowadays lolx one week break for me to revive my fightin spirit ba lolx prepare for prelims lor lolx simply cant think of other things le if i can do it
hee just wish mi good luck ba lolx i will achieve my goal and i have to

2007-08-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

I don't nid someone like u to teach me wat is wrong or right neither do i nid u to tell me NO.. who u tink u are.... my patient do have a limit ~~fuck~~ off la one more time i make sure i will not bear wif u.. i am who i am i dun nid u to tell me wat to do i only do wat i like to do

2007-08-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

my god haha AHMA leh wahahaha see she so ____ ehh haha charsiew can attack? hmmm good question haha later somebody wan kill me again haha dum dum de haha lolx she can go kill that photographer le haha char siew become nicer to eat liao got more fats haha second top scorer lolx weird to say lor haha lolx today juniors got their medal le haha~

2007-08-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

haha today juniors won haha stupid char siew shot in 3 pt leh wahahah she even gai people lor wif her height wahahaha den flying pig use height put ball de haha dum dum still cant solve my code. haha low iq lolx den yiling injured her ankle lolx tmr dey goin toa payoh get their trophies and take photos haha~ congrats once again in claiming 2nd runner up in nats

2007-08-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

juniors lost.... but so never say die ok lolx must have my spirit lolx... just remember u al had seniors others dun have k haha we support u al dao di wahahah

2007-08-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

haha kop some pics from red sports lolx the match wif raffles haha den dey won ahs lately haha dey now in top four le congrats and they are on their way to finals haha CHAMPIONS le la haha shuai lor haha heee jia you and be mvp wahahaha.....

OHYA JIA YOU FOR TMR MATCH AND SENIORS MAKING BANNER FOR U ALL HAHA MUS THANKS US HOR~

my god.... chao siew attacking wa dunno raw or barbercued leh..haha shuai sia but not as shuai as me haha sad la lolx.... the dark horse for MVP wor lolx....slacker oso hei ma haha jiayou hee...

wa tecko can fly lolx so pig... hmm flying pig not bad sia haha....

eh ok la my juniors in background and i dunno this raffles no. 4 lor lolx...

haha lipeng de sis yi ling lolx sec one leh haha cool sia too bad short

2007-08-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

wa congrats again to my juniors dey won ahs haha so happy hee hee....

2007-08-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

HEE HEE CONGRATS TO MY JUNIORS DEY GOT INTO SEMI FINALS LE HAHA DEY PLAYED WELL TODAY AND WON RAFFLES HAHA SO COOL OF COZ LA MY JUNIORS LOLX WISHED DEM GOOD LUCK ON MONDAY HEE HEE

2007-08-14T18:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

haha thanks for all de msges and presents haha

my god i'm old le haha.....

btw sian leh NO BASKETBALL FOR TWO PLUS MONTHS

die le la.......

2007-08-08T15:58:00.000+08:00

lolx today go ecp for Xcountry lor haha den class super entu lolx but tiring after dat go eat sakae den homed

cute ruby WAHAHAHA

san and elaine

2007-08-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

haha today went to KK see yee nei hee....

haha look at her hand hee hee so sad haha
it is 6/8 lolx the date la haha....

lolx want to take her pic so hard sia still nid to
take so long haha

see her first photo taken so bu shuang haha...

2007-08-06T19:32:00.000+08:00

lolx today juniors won la but juniors got lots of injuries leh den nei was feeling nauseous and had headache den was so weak lor lolx den was so serious den dey called de ambulance leh my god hope she be ok sia oh ya jiao lian got a funny sentence: "wa! me here like open clinic" lolx funny sia..

2007-08-05T19:46:00.000+08:00

.... do nothing much today just do homework lolx bored-.- GOOD LUCK TO MY JUNIORS TMR AND JIA YOU HAHA:)

2007-08-03T17:25:00.000+08:00

today remedial cancelled so went home early careful vps might be spying on you

2007-08-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

yea today juniors won yishun town 51-20 haha den ame top scorer lor haha den homed tmr sian nid study till 5 hai boring.....

2007-08-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

nth much la haha just played balls these few days...celebrate ruby bday haha.... just chanced upon this saying:

When people say you shouldn't ; show them why you should

When people say you couldn't ; show them why you can

When people say you wouldn't ; show them why you will

2007-07-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RUBY PHONG MY DARLING HAHA WISHED YOU HAPPINESS AND SMILE HEE PIGGY GROW OLD LIAO HAHA......

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEENA HAHA MY 16YEARS OLD FRIEND HAHA BANANA GROW LONGER.....

2007-07-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

YEA I GETTING MY WATCH AS BDAY PRESENT HAHA!!!!

2007-07-28T22:13:00.001+08:00

today go bugis wif darling dawn ahma yiling and nei haha den nei bought watch for darling den eat v8 den shop shop lor den go find mummy den go eat den homed

2007-07-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

haha today skul end at 12.15 den got the career seminar lolx wanted to pon de but yazid chase us back to LT1 lolx sian haha den after dat we zao haha anyway i oso noe my career liao I WANT BE INTERIOR DESIGNER:) haha den me teng ruby went bugis shop shop haha den eat the bk lolx den went shop shop haha i saw a watch super nice in the watch shop beside wallet shop haha $49 leh hee white colour de haha so nice lor lolx den we decide to go back to skul haha den go training awhile den homed lolx

2007-07-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

today junior get their trophy haha that's all lolx smile

2007-07-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

haha today went to skul for several lame lesson lolx den morning me ahma yn yiling and teng played together haha den we keep calling ruby bimbo , bobochacha and rubo haha super funny den after lesson we went for their match haha the referee super kayu la hai nth to say who ask them to be host den the time get fast forward la super unfair can wa lao den juniors lost 5 points hai haha ahma TOP SCORER haha funny lor lolx den ame got "gai" one ball haha super shuai leh hee but mi more shuai haha den pei ahma buy food den walked her out to the bus stop lor den i walked back to play ball wif dem haha den i and1 tis stupid guy grrr he so irritating haha den i teach belinda and kar wai ball lor hai wat an experience haha den watch guys match lolx den they oso lost lolx but they tio trash haha different k hee hee den eat dinner wif xixi djay sheng dawn lor den homed haha

for one who cant see this: jiayou!

2007-07-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

lolx so long nv post le hee haha
MY FRIENDSTER REVIVED! interested den add lor lolx haha been a bit fan nowadays that question i shld be poppin up soon thou haha just den i realise i had less than 4 months to go before i miss my friends haha how i wished time would stop.... it just seem yesterday i came to basketball team but yet now i'm graduating already lolx..... true enough all of us had grown up people change so does the relationship..... Just one word sorry.... for my mistakes...

2007-06-24T11:53:00.000+08:00

wa so long nv blog le hee hee hmm keep it short de best haha

thursday coach bring us go seoul garden eat lolx he damn funny la lolx den i keep eat prawns haha all i shelled de lor so bully!!!

den yesterday we went to elaine house for pizza and steamboat heee den played stress haha super funny lor lolx watched princess diaries...haha den i wondering why didi so tiam haha den go home that time den i rmb she put braces haha den cannot laugh too much haha so funny la lolx EMO DIDI^^