Saturday, April 12

what do u al want from me... i had to help zl to bring up de team...i said i will but wat u al want.. i had to work hard myself..i had to help others..and all de coaches did is change what i had learn for these months..do u tink i've been slacking these few months...all i want to do is to play my position and wif my team..it seem so hard dat i jus want to give up... enough is enough.. i dunno wat u al want.. i dunno wat i want anymore..jus leave me be..rot die or wat... there's no point hanging on either...now i know wat is stress coz i'm currently under it... i jus noe i v xin ku... why shld i hang on...i know tears might not solve de problems but i just cant help it...

11:04 PM;

Monday, April 7

only till the end then one will realise how much effort he puts in us... it's over we all know but it's ok.. you all learn something after this year after this competition isn't it?just like last time when we finish ours... welcome to G.gals...haha look back just to take a look at the precious memories and times we had together..look ahead for the future that you all hadn't discovered...
to eeling:if you are not even worth of someone concerning bout u.. den u can't blame him that.. nv give up was all i can say to u.. regardless whether who give up on u..if u can't even believe that u can do it.. no one else will... when people say u couldn't show them why u could... buck up.. u still got a long way to go..
to dawn: alot of things had been said too u.. but u didn't believe it at that time..so now when u had believe.. den let that belief to bring u to another level.. we had all grow up... jiayou... not try..is must..
to clar:u always got ur jie here...nv ever give up urself
CHEERS UP GUYS!!!

9:02 PM;

Saturday, April 5

heh hmm ytd juniors lost i dun understand why must he kneel to u al when u al are just not even worth lor..it's u al fault that u al lose...all he wanted is merely nat' top 4...u all had good lots... why can't u al just play well...
den today went trning...feel so weak sia hai...but today did my first spin move and went in...dey say nice...but when i do i feel tat i v ugly leh...nvm.. haha hmm damn funny lor dey al watch de huang jin bao jian den do yoga in de gym laugh die.... haha den had lunch haha..damn funny i so pro lor take 9 pic in 2 min w/o her knowing wor cool sia...haha heh dun get wrong idea...haha den homed...today is tired dao hai..sry but i just cmi to cch..and i really don't see de point goin...
my legs are cui lor...wan leng jie abit heavy for me sia... hai.. knee cui too...sob:(

6:59 PM;

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I'm not who you want:)

BLACK POLICIES

ME is ME
I'm an individual
I hate to be controlled
I like to be UNIQUE
I'm a weirdo
I love black
I am black

BLACK CRIES

When it's time to go
I just have to go
what i'm gonna do
Is to cherish the time
Together with the cared ones
Because i know that
I'm on the road to anti-social
They will be the only ones
I had to let them know before
it's time to say goodbye

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Sunshine and love be with you
In rainy days i shall be with you
Love is no fool
Dreams come true
I meant it
But somehow i don't think
You know

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